My sister's prayer journal. . . .
Emily and I are involved in a Bible study called "Believing God." This week we studied how our personal history testifies to God's guidance in our lives. I say "we studied" but what I really mean is "we were supposed to study." Emily did her homework, but I haven't done my homework in 3 weeks, and am setting an example of procrastination.
Considering the subject for this week--"memories", it seemed more than coincidence that I would make the discovery I made yesterday. As I rummaged in the attic searching for doll clothes I stumbled across a box of books. Two little black 3-ring binders caught my eye, and caused a thrill of remembrance. I opened the smaller one. There was my dear sister Susan's name written in her neat handwriting. On the inside cover is pasted a cutout picture of a man in a business suit--obviously over-wrought, being comforted in the arms of Jesus. The picture is fresh, but surrounded by scotch tape yellowed and crisp with age. This little book holds page after page of Bible verses written by Susan--promises, faith-affirming texts, doctrinal texts--all neatly categorized. It was a book she obviously used and wrote in often.
The larger binder contains multiple reference tabs, attached to typed pages. The few handwritten pages contain names of family members and brief petitions on their behalf. This book was Susan's prayer journal. It was really only the beginning of a prayer journal, with few answers yet. She was learning to pray effective intercessory prayer. She was practicing "believing God."
I wonder. . . .what happens to someone's prayers when they die? Does the Spirit continue to intercede on their behalf for loved ones? Prayer is called a sweet savor and incense ascending to heaven. Does that sweet savor continue when the voice is silenced? Susan loved her family passionately, and prayed for them passionately. She prayed for me. She prayed for our brother Richard ("Ricky"). She prayed for our parents. She prayed for her husband, Tim. She prayed for an aunt. She prayed for cousins. And she didn't JUST pray--she prayed expecting an answer. She BELIEVED.
This week's lesson was about Gilgal--coming full circle. Not long before she died Susan told me that I led her to Jesus. Finding these notebooks is an example of "gilgal". These little books have begun to do a work in my heart, and have strengthened my faith. Thank you, Susie.